Immediate thoughts: I have absolutely no one I can talk to about this. Anyone I'm close to is either too close to him or not a fan of him; neither perspective can be objective. At least I can write.
What I can't figure out is, if I don't want this then why am I letting it happen?
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I would have written so much more were it not for the barrage of phone calls, texts, ims and messages spurred by unnecessary Facebook posts... sigh.
